Sunday, June 6, 2010

Life is in trouble!

Wow! It's been quiet long that i never visited my blog....A lot of stories to tell and a lot of experiences to share. Some are good and most of them are bad :(..but that's life..

Sometime month of march i went out with friends to disco in Calbayog to a farewell party of one of my friend and now he's in Dubai His name is Onyll. Then i had a body painting end of march for my product shoot and concept. Then mid April another invitation of my friend name Pearly to a night swimming for her farewell party going to New York. After a week i went to Cebu to meet my batchmates and vacation as well for a week..All my plans were not really in planned all were surprise decision;.. (which in some other way it looks like wrong because everybody were caught by surprised) ...Anyway, I really had a good time there with my batchmates after several years, at last i saw them..Then i went back to Calbayog!

When i came back to Calbayog a lot of stories came out which is unbelievable!..First when i had my bodypainting..one of my neighbor brought up the story and my in- laws were informed but not in details then follow the disco thing and etc..The body painting was part of my business promotions.but the story was, i went bodypainting just to make flirt with other people. After that i received txt messages below the belt. On the other hand i realized that there was a mistake on my part as i did not informed my hubby in the first place and my in-laws about this concept,as we know that our culture in the Philippines specially in the province are conservative. They're not used to this activities specially if you are a married person.

The Disco thing was an invitation to a farewell party which i was a bit drunk and after that we decided to continue it on the beach. I called my hubby's friend to pick us up because the motorcycle broke down, so after a few minutes, the motorcylce worked again and we went straight to Bagacay Beach..My hubby's friend wondered we were no longer in the disco house,so he made a call and when he knew that we were on the beach he followed us because he was concerned that we were already drunk. When he saw us he decided to send me home. Someone saw us riding in a motorbike at that time around 2am. That made the story more complicated because what they were thinking was there's something wrong going on between my hubby's friend and me. I felt guilty about my hubby's friend because he did nothing wrong but just to send me home. I was also concerned about his family because they are also well-known in Calbayog City.

There was another story regarding being so "drunk", my friends went to my place and we had a barbeque get together and we drink alcohol which brought me "down" and made me slept near our door. It was my maid who discovered me lying on the floor,she wondered because it was so quiet and she looks for me. Funny thing :) that made the story complicated again huh! sigh!
(Feels like I'm still single... wheeeew!)

The story of my Cebu trip went wrong also..Again, i did not informed my hubby early of my trip. Again, they were caught by surprise of my decisions. I brought along my son on that trip.
When i went home the story was different. According to gossips i went there to continue the bikini pictorial and attend to a bikini open in Cebu. Huh????? that adds to the issues that has been going on. That almost broke my family!!!That's why i abruptly decided to leave the place with my kids and planned to go to KL to work. But things changed and get worse when i and my hubby had to discuss all of these issues. After a looooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnng discussion with him, i changed my decision to fly to KL but fly to Singapore instead. We were able to patch up part of the issues but not to my in-laws yet.

After that conversation, i came to realize that on my part, i also had a mistake and i'll try my best to change my attitudes towards other peoples' suggestions. There is this attitude of mine sometimes that i look it as a destructive criticism instead of constructive and there are times that i don't think of the consequences regarding of what i do and decide to do.

Anyway, I am still hoping to make all this things get done soon because i am concerned about my kids and family. I don't want a chaotic married life.

Still i received a text messages from my in-laws regarding the activities i did last time..i just ignored it because i knew they were really,really mad of what i did. They were accusing me that i am pregnant of another man,i met my other man in cebu,and they text me that they are doubltful of my son Joshua it seems it's not the son of my husband!!!! This messages strike me the most that makes my nerve shaken. I was really furious of what they accused me and i want them to show me thier evidence but they're not answering my questions who the hell told them about those gossips? Now, i dare them to go my son for a DNA test because of their doubts!
The war still going on!

What do you think of my activities these past few months? Is it worth it? or was it wrong in some other way?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

FAT BURNER THE CONCEPT IS THE BODY PAINTING






After preparing and working out hard for two months to see the result of this diet supplement, now finally i could write it down and gather all the information base on my experienced. Why sometimes if i am not inspired,i can't write? Right now i am exhausted but still my mind won't stop me from thinking on what to do..so i decided to write on blog and finish this episode..


While looking for the concept before doing the shoot,i am asking my friends to suggests on what's best to do on this pictorial since i don't have a swimwear yet...so they suggests to go on body painting. To be honest, it's very creative idea they had shared with me and it's really an art.
Since, this is Calbayog City Samar and people were very conservative including my husband's family. I didn't consult them for i know they won't allow me to do then. After consulting the painter and the make-up artist i decide it on my own that we have to do the shoot then, no waste of time and we went immediately to Baay resort who happened to be the friend of my make-up artist.

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Monday, April 19, 2010

Loneliness ( Solitudine )

LONG LOST FRIEND

I have been searching for this person after he left when i was grade three, year 1989. He's always on my memories, his face everything.. I don't know why i can't forget this person, maybe because he's special in my heart in other way. As years goes by i never gave up on searching him..in friendster anywhere...i was hoping that one day soon we would meet again. This person didn't know how i felt for him since were just kids then. Until one day, last march i was just surfing net and trying to search him on facebook... OMG! finally i saw his pictures but not quiet sure if that was him. I invited him to my friends list and sent him messages that if he was my former classmate from kinder to grade three..If he could still remember me..:) it takes twenty minutes before i got his answer. I was happy then that it was confirmed that it was him....It took me twenty-one years of searching this person and now it seems that i won a lottery!

More on to that, the communications is consistent..we were sharing experiences, though were both married but that's not the important thing. It's the friendship we build is the most important thing we have right now. He makes me smile and laugh...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Continuation of We must begin building aeroplanes

17 Preparing to launch the Sarafand on 15 June,1932. When the six-engined Sarafand was built it was the largest aircraft in the United Kingdom and the second largest in the world. Such was its wing span that final assembly had to be undertaken on an outdoor site.

18 On 22 July,1931, Sir Alan Cobham took off in the Valetta of Central Africa at the request of the Air Ministry and Imperial Airways, in readiness for the inauguration of a through passenger and mail air route from Cairo to the Cape. Sir Alan Cobham returned to Rochester on 1 September 1931, having completed 12,300 miles in a flying time of 128 hours.

19 Three Kent flying boats were ordered by imperial Airways and entered service in 1931 to overcome refuelling problems on the Mediterranean sector of the England - India route, specifically the section betweenMirabella and Alexandria.

20 Constructed in 1933, the Knuckleduster's most striking feature was it's gull wings with the engine nacelles faired into them. Although it did not win a production contract, it did provide Shorts and the Raf with valuable data which influenced both future engine and airframe design.

21 First flown in 1933, the Scion concept called for robust construction, low operating costs and ease of maintenance. The resulting design proved eminently successful, being flown both as a land and seaplane. Twenty-Two were built and in addition to UK purchases, were sold for operation in Palestine,Arabia,Sierra Leonne and Australia.

22 Flying boats in production at Rochester, July 1936.

23 In 1937, the C-Class Empire flying boat CAledonia flew non-stop from Southampton to Alexandria, a distance of 2,222 miles, in just over 13 hours.

24 The Short-Mayo Composite first flew in 1938 and involved the use of small, heavily loaded mailplane, Mercury, carried on the back of a larger, more lightly loaded aircraft, Maia, and released at appropriate altitude, thus ensuring substantially increased mileage.

25 The Shetland was initially developed to meet the RAF's requirement for follow-on aircrafte to the Sunderland. It first flew on 14 December, 1944, but by the time the second Shetland flew in 1947 the was wa over and the RAF decided it had no requirement for the aircraft.

26 The G-Class flying boats were a larger development of the Empire (C-Class). Three were ordered-Golden Hind, Golden Fleece and Golden Horn-with the first delivered to ?Imperial Airways in September 1939. All three were commandeered for RAF service, with only Golden Hind surviving the war years when it was refitted to carry 24 passengers, in luxury fittings, between England and Cairo.

27 A group of the new Belfast site's administrative, clerical and technical staff in 1937.

28 Visit to Shorts in 1942 by His Majesty King George VI.

29 2,381 Stirlings were produced in six years, more than half of them at Queen's Island and its satellite factories at Aldergrove and Meghaberry.

30 The 'postmen' prepare for another round of deliveries from the Mailing Office which began operating in 1948.

31 Inspection group, October, 1944.

32 A Sunderland in assembly for the Royal New Zealand Air Force.

33. The sturgeon's first flight was on 7 June, 1946 from Rochester Airport. Final assembly was moved to Queen's Island in the summer of 1948.

34 21 December, 1958, marked the departure of the last reconditioned Sunderland (one of 17 for the French Naval Air Service) from Belfast.

35 In the late 1950s and early 1960s the company undertook a range of various activities to keep its labour force employed. These included the manufacture of straddle carriers for lifting bulky loads, Nobel motor cars, laundry drying racks, carpet sweepers, milk churns and prefabricated aluminium frames used to construct local schools.

to be continued...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

'WE MUST BEGIN BUILDING AEROPLANES'

In November 1908 the new partnership of Short Brothers was registered at Battersea in London with a capital of 600 Pounds, and within months the Wright Brothers had assigned the British rights to Short Brothers to build six Wright Flyers. The Wright's contract with the Short Brothers was the first aircraft production contract ever awarded and established Shorts as the first aircraft manufacturers in the world.


1. The Hon C.S. Rolls, co-founder of Rolls-Royce, in his Short-Wright Biplane on 21 December, 1909

2. Short Biplane No.1 with Frank Mc Clean on board, September 1909

3. Short Biplane No. 27, 1910

4. Frank Mc Clean in the Tandem-Twin S27 on 29 October, 1911

5. In November 1910 the Royal Aero Club offered the admiralty free instruction for Naval officers. Out of over 200 volunteers, four were chosen to be pioneers of the Royal Naval Air Service. The first to qualify, lieut. Charles Rumney Samson is pictured about to take off in the Monoplane M2 November 1911.

6.S.39, in its later form, with four fuel tanks, December, 1911.

7. Short Tractor Biplane S.36, flown by Frank Mc Clean for the first time on 10 January, 1912.

8. S.62, delivered to the Central Flying School, Upavon, on 19 July, 1913.

9. A scarcity of suitable wood, following the first World War, encouraged Oswald Short to set about proving his belief in the validity of duralumin as a suitable material for aircraft construction. The result,in 1920, was the revolutionary Silver Streak bi-plane-the world's first all-metal, stressed skin aircraft.

10. The Singapore was launched on 17 August, 1926 and flown by Chief Test Pilot, John Lankester Parker.

11. Although ordered by the Air Ministry as an experimental prototype, Singapore proved so successful it was selected by Sir Alan Cobham, pictured with his wife Lady Cobham and Oswald Short, in 1927 for his famous six-month survey flight around Africa, during which it covered 23,000 miles,made some 90 take-offs and landings and surveyed more than 50 possible flying boat bases.

12. Building bus bodies for the London General Omnibus Company was another way that the company generated income and maintained emplyment. Production ran into thousands and lasted well into the 1930s.

13. Winston Churchill MP in the cockpit of a Calcutta flying boat. Oswald Short explains design features from the bow mooring cockpit, and seated on the right is Short's Chief Test Pilot, John Lankester Parker.

14. The first Calcutta, G-EBVG, was launched on 13 February,1928. On 21 September,1928, G-EBVG flew to Belfast and back. It returned on the 24th to take the Lord Mayor of Belfast for a flight over the city from the Musgrave Channel. On board the return flight to Liverpool was the first consignment of Irish eggs ever to be sold in Liverpool on the same day as they were laid.

15. The first Surgeon, N199,moored at Rochester in September 1927.

16. Eustace Short and Shorts' Chief Test Pilot, John Lankester Parker ith the Mussel II at Rochester on 8 March, 1930. Two years later,on 8 April, after making a perfect landing on the Medway,Eustace was found to have died of a heart attack just after touching down.

To be continued..

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

ANONYMOUS

You inspired me for some good reason
You cared for me in other ways
You made me feel special in a unique way

Thank you for the cake you gave me on my 24th birthday...that was the greatest birthday ever!

The last time i saw you was year 2003, a common friend told me that you were leaving in UK soon.
Is that the reason why you asked me to stay for a while? We didn't get a chance to talk and spend sometime. We were planning of visiting Cebu to watch Sinulog and on the next day we were arranging the flight from Singapore to Cebu suppossedly but it didn't happened. Your girlfriend was crying over me and was envied because you kept comparing me to her. I didn't mean to hurt her honestly. Then one day,i met your girlfriend and invited me to work on her company where she was working and yes we worked together in Takashimaya building for three months only. I can't remember which floor was that and what company i was working. Within three months, working with your exgirlfriend was not really exciting, i was hoping that time that one day we'll meet again and by then we could patch things up if ever.. So sad that the feelings i had for you was not really being expressed to you straightly...You didn't even know how i missed you..Wherever you are I wish you happiness and good health.

FRIENDLY NURSES

I met these people year 2008..I didn't expect that these people could be my friends. I met Mon at Olphi hospital he just resigned last week. We attended to his niece birthday party. Then Mon introduced me to Maureen she became my client and friend as well,then she introduced me to Eden also a nurse in Olphi, my twin sister hehehe i called her twin sister because we have the same name. I want to thank this nurse specifically Eden D.because she brought me medicine to our house since i don't have someone to call on to buy me medicine..these people were my neighbors as well. We sometime went out for a night out together with other nurses and radiologist specifically Ryan, Junex, Onyl, Eden, Maureen..that was fun! It was amazing to hang out with these people,no pressure no hurries just fun. And all of them were singles :) To you guys thank you!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

MY GIFT

January 2004 in Singapore. I was in Bedok Commercial School of Singapore, doing some reviews and preparing for the exam. My sister who happened to be in Singapore with her hubby that time was calling me on my phone, to meet her at the MRT station in Bedok and going to Dobyghaut to meet her friend and have lunch. That time, i wasn't really interested to go out with my sister because i am preparing for my exam and kinda difficult to study abroad but exciting and challenging,but my sister kept on calling me and forcing me to go with her. So finally i was convinced,we met in the MRT station with my frown faced:(sigh! so while on the mrt,the person we'll meet was already in Dobyghaut inside the HMV(House of Music Videos) he waited us for about 2 hours,and he was starving. When we reached the placed,inside the HMV i haven't met this guy yet,but what amazed me the most is that he remind me of my friend Jeffrey Dagatan a friend of mine who passed away after a few days of visiting our small Barrio. Coincidenced? I pointed my finger to him i don't know what's on my mind why i did that,i was just guessing that he was the guy which were going to meet :). My sister was wondering and asked me you two know each other? I answered her back definitely nope!with a smile on my face:)

We ate in KFC somewhere in Dobyghaut,while getting our orders, this guy was simply observing me hmmmm my gestures,the way i talked and the way i eat i guess( grrrr..) he was staring at my lovely brown skin. Then the conversation started, he asked me if it's ok that he could have my phone number and i say sure..while eating and talking,i didn't noticed that this guy was interested in me. After eating our delectable lunched, the three of us went to movie house near the HMV building that time. I can't remember the title of the movie we watched but the star of that movie was Jessica Alba, pretty,sexy and beautiful like me..(hahahaha) ..After the movie,this man was asking permission to my dearest sister if it's ok that he could visit me at my place near in Heartland Mall..I was deaf and not so interested to entertain suitors that time due to a lot of reasons.

As month goes by the communication was constant for him, for me not that much..I don't know i just don't feel like getting into serious commitments or relationships. My girlfriend teases me, the more you ignore the person the more he will be challenge to get into you..hmmm sounds nothing to me,i felt numbed that time. If he was with me,i just enjoy the company..that's all nothing more and nothing less..


Until he invited me and approached me that he's willing to introduced me to his parents...i was nervous and speechless i answered him back big NO! haaahhaha sounds serious but true..We were dating every now and then,he fetched me up from school and work..

Until the time came,that the feeling was developed and yeah we decided to get married. This guy is my husband. Lovely! :)

Monday, March 22, 2010

IN MY OWN THOUGHTS...

I wish someday i could visit my home town where i was born,grow,start my secondary school and so on..I miss my batchmates so much,the fun we used to have..if ever my plans will be push through first thing i want to do is to meet my girlfriends in DAVAO CITY..hang out with them,stroll,eat in a fancy restaurant or i could finally visit Perla's eatery..i might be lost in that big city because it's been 15 yrs, that i haven't visited my home town..a lot of changes,developments,malls,hotels and i guess the street names if i am not mistaken. I love swimming and after all these delectable activities..

I would love to visit my relatives,my tita in GSIS Subdivision Sagittarius st,who we used to call Mommy,love to see her again, the eldest sister of my dad. My ate Babes who used to prepare my breakfast during college days..my other cousins and specially my pamangkin whose now in showbiz specifically in Channel 7 GMA,he is an endorser of MC Donald his name is Jan Hele Manual,his height might be 6 footer i guess hehehehe I can't reach him na on that height anymore.

Love to visit Mangagoy kc dami kong dadalawing puntod sa mga kaibigan kong pumanaw na..one person na nanghinayang ako,he was a student of Andres Soriano College his name is Jeffrey Dagatan,lei pakimention ky Perla na neighbor nya to who happened na naging good friend ko..Before he passed away he visited our house in R.B. Castillo St..mother ko lang at younger sister ko ang nandun kc i was away already from the Phillippines. On that night he was looking for me daw at nangumusta and on the next day he passed away..In my thoughts, I would love to visit his puntod ng sa ganun kahit kaluluwa nya makita man lang ako..tears in my eyes while remembering him,nadamay lng sya sa gang on his way home ata eh,not pretty sure the details of his death. Of course! My ever beloved alma matter John Bosco School La Salle, i would love to visit my teachers,directors and other staff of the school. I am sure madami na din changes sa school na un..It is my great pride that i was studying in that school and i am part of their success as well.. According to Ms.Tagalog ba or Ms.Tingson na the trademark of a la Sallian student is the 5 C's...Competent, Confident, Christian,Compassionate,and Committed.Dati ang haba2 ng ibig sabhin ng 5C's,but now i fully understand the meaning of those holistics words. Right now,while writing this blog,i am suffering from head ache,napuyat kasi ako i slept at around past 3 am..and now i am definitely writing..d ko nga maintindihan ung utak ko ayaw magrest. If ever mangyari tong lahat na gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko,i would be the least happiest person in the whole wide world on earth or even in the universe!

OLPHI HOSPITAL OF CALBAYOG CITY

Way back 2008, sometime in October,we came here in Calbayog City for a vacation from Singapore,
Didn't expect that my son Joshua Earl would be hospitalized and admitted to this Olphi Hospital.
Since,we had no idea who the pediatrician we would get because that hospital is newly build. A sudden glance i met this woman whose chinita and the clan of Mayor Tan in Surigao del Sur,was Ms. Marianitta Tan~ Aleman she's cute like Berna Tan as you batchmates, knows the Tan clan..She impressed me, her sweet smile and not knowing that she was the pediatrician on that hospital, a diplomat pediatrician..I took a deep breathed that time for meeting this fine woman. She checked my son and the findings was "tonsilitis" good to know that i always have my kids baby book for a history record and other important purposes. I never knew that this woman would became my friend,very friendly to the kids..she's fun- loving and bubbly, love to hang out to her clinic even my kids were not sick..sometimes. And when my son got sick and we visited their pedia when they saw their pedia, on our way back home, they're ok..perhaps my kids were just seeking attention to her..hmmm nice effect. I would like to thank this Pediatrician for taking care of my kids. Then I met Dra. Christine Decena~ Apostol whose the internist of the said hospital..my consultation is free and still i thank her for that awesome help:)she's very simple and gorgeous and the Ob-gyne Dra. May Hernandez whose fashionista and very friendly doctor..in fact all of these women were friendly and pretty.. I can express to them and i am comfortable to share my thoughts even if it's nonsense just to get their attention..Ang hirap kaya maging KSP at ako yon:) Doc Shing, when you read this blog of mine i would also like to thank you for inspiring me to write,i thought i would only read your blog but didn't expect that i could actually write and express my thoughts,pains and other stressful feeling. To all of you guys,I am so thankful for knowing you, not as a Doctor but a lovely people here on earth.

MYSTERY MAN AND MY ANGELS

It started a hi -hello greetings..then after a few months became common friends..as day goes by
everything is smooth and interesting..until one unexpected night happened, i got this panic attacked that my heart beat is palpitating, I got this chest pain,my entire face is soooo red and my lips became gray after an hour..that was terrible! I became unconscious for about 2 hrs..without my angels, I am dead for now..they keep my muscles and joints moving through their games,while this mystery man,who happened to communicate with me through text messages, was accidentally monitoring me on what to do.. at first it seems nothing serious happen,but it turns out to be horrible because of my situation..and i have nothing to call on,because i and my kids live alone in our place,no maids to call for an emergency..only this man knows everything what exactly had happened to me before the attacked. He adviced me to drink lots of water to relieved the pain...on the next morning the feeling i got was still thesame, nothing change i was super dooper mega weak at that very moment. I tried to reached him and informed him about my terrible situation..and he got alarmed that i need to be admitted to hospital,because my situation is getting serious. when he told me that, my brain function so fast and I was scared to be admitted for some certain issues that i cannot explain further...i was worried that no one will look after my kids,i was worried that the real reason might come out and that is unforgiving..that happened last march 12,2010 friday night at around 7pm..on the next day my face is a bit pale and my lips is a bit gray and very weak..and i still continue on fighting that battle to beat it. On the third day Sunday,i was crying and txting this man that my entire body is in pain,and if ever i got admitted i want him to be there,because i do not want anyone to know and explain again what really had happened..then he comforts me and replied my messages that he's on his way to that hospital and chill up..Can you imagine for 3 days and two nights he was monitoring me, that's a big effort he did to my life..and he arrived on that hospital and he checked on me..everything.. this man gave me reason to fight,survive and be brave to whatever stupidity things I've done in my life,he was there to cure me and willing to comfort me.
This man is no other than my dearest Doctor,who never fails to cure me. and I want to write on this blog to express how thankful I am to know him despite of some misunderstanding issues happened after the healing process..still I owe him so much for saving my precious life. I won't mention his name because he might be reading this blog of mine and I know that he would knew that this is for him. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

PAIN AFTER RECOVERY

You were the reason why I survived. You gave me strength in the beginning of my battle to fight and to overcome...My mind and heart were confused,they were fighting which one would surrender. But since mind over heart, it means all human functions comes from our brain and it's all up to us how to overcome this pain and numbness physically,mentally,spiritually. After all these surviving,recovery process--
A much awaited PAIN I ever have to suffer because no doctors can cure it. All I know is that You can only cure my loneliness, stress in life! The inspiration that makes me pretty all the time.
But in reality, I am in pain due to many reasons and obstacles. And you left me no words and that hurts me in some other way. Trying to forget you, the conversation we had i guess was just a past time..no serious talks, no obligations and commitment..but since i was expecting more on you...Don't know when to start the healing process but for now all i know is I am madly in PAIN :(

COMPLICATED

First impression is being misinterpreted, being funny is not boring. Being caring makes us inspired and the sweetness makes us comfortable. "But later on, a Sudden Change" which make us disappointed,hurt,irritated and madness occurs from our veins,blood and the entire body is affected. Honest to goodness----Goodness to craziness is perfectly ruined. Because of that sudden changes without further explanations...As far as I know is that, I know the way of expressing things right away without definitions. I want justice, a little convincing power to understand the situation in a nice manner,a little respect to my point of views, that in other way, I could find meaningful and relevant satisfaction answer. Don't leave me Silence because SILENCE can kill me! It might be hard to elaborate Complications but this is how it is!! gives you pain, gives you HEARTACHES!